This
week was fast. On Tuesday I went and worked with one of the zone leaders for
the day because we had interchanges and it was fun. I learned a lot. I
learned that when you are with people.. or your friends, sometimes things can get out of hand or
maybe you can be comfortable to say or do things that maybe you shouldn't.
It made me think about after the mission and really how life is always full of
other who are going to be doing things that maybe we shouldn't be doing or saying things
too. Nothing bad happened on our interchange I just realized this then. With
that being said it makes things very clear that we need to constantly be coming
unto Christ in our actions, thoughts, words and so forth.
On Wednesday we had district class. We are focusing more on how we can enjoy the mission
more and I taught how being obedient is going to help us enjoy the
mission more. Really I think that we forget that somethings are just pleasures
and they just make us feel good for a little bit of time.. like playing a
video game.. its only fun until you stop playing. But when we are constantly
trying to follow and do what Gd wants us to do we are going to be happy and
it's going to stay with us always. Sometimes when we don't think that a rule is
going to help us or we are going to be happy from following it it's because we
don't trust God and our faith has gotten weaker.
So on Wednesday night we got home late and we didn't plan because we didn't have time and
then we were going to plan in the morning and then we had to give a blessing.
We then continued to work the rest of the day and I just didn't feel good the
rest of the day because we didn't plan. I feel like the spirit wasn't as strong
as it could have been and we weren't prepared. I think that really when we plan
things out.. like life and everything we will be prepare and God will bless us
so that we can complete these plans and be able to do what we need to..but only
if we prepare ourselves.
Friday I got up feeling super good and I was ready to go. I really wanted to feel the
spirit and be uplifted so that we could work hard. So, when I got on my knees to
start my studies I said a pray and during my prayer I could really feel the
spirit come to be with me stronger and it just grew during my
studies.
A while
back I read a talk that said when you feel the spirit is when you know you are
forgiven. Because the spirit can't dwell with any unclean thing. I like this a
lot because really we all sin every day and we need to constantly repent so that
we can have the spirit to be with us.
On
Sunday I played two of the hymns that we sang and man it was rough because I am
out of practice and they don't know how to sing with the piano.
I know
that this is the true gospel of Christ and that this is Gods work. I know that
all of us are His children and that He wants the best for us. I know that
Christ lives and directs his church and I know that this is Gods plan so we can
come to live with Him and be like Him some day.
I love
the gospel and I know that this is my life and without it I am lost.
I love
you all and feel your prayers and support, they give me strength to continue
even when I have a bad day.
Con
mucho amor,
Elder
Smith